1. |
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every time
i hear you say
ovaries before brovaries
i want to tattoo
G-I-R-L-C-O-C-K
on my knuckles
just to remind you
where my hands have been
"y'knowww?
i don't really like that"
like what?
"y'knowww"
oh you mean that
trans lady
over there
minding her own
business
i won
the estrogen lottery
became you average
slutty punk girl next door
like i get it
i'm super hot
"but like
have you considered
that you might have
narcissistic personality disorder?
i mean god
we liked you
so much better
before"
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2. |
Broken Mirror
03:18
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do you really love me
or am i just a stand in for
all the cool people
that you know before you were
hear in this
city made of garbage
it's easy to seem pristine
but i'm made of garbage too
someday you will see
that i'm broken and dirty
my body's made of shattered glass
all i can do is reflect you
(throw my body in the trash)
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3. |
Until I Die
01:09
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i hope that you will always feel safe beside me
without you i'm half as calm and twice as likely
to run away so hard that i break away from
the gravitational pull that keeps me from collapsing into a pile of
shitty feelings and crushed up starts
i want to be right where you are
until i die
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4. |
Next Best Thing
01:55
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kind of lost in my head these days
can't seem to find the words that i wanna say
to anyone but you
lying on the couch with my tits out
can't seem to crawl out from under my anxiety
unless i'm with you
i need a break from
having to exist
don't wanna die but
maybe it's a lot like sleep
can't turn my brain off
there's no way to fix this
but being with you
baby it's the next best thing
kind of stuck in my bed these days
think all the needy thoughts that i don't wanna say
when i'm hanging with you
if i was as narcissistic
as they say i am i wouldn't worry about you leaving me
i wouldn't need you
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i wish that i could be
someone worthy of you
but i'm a piece of shit
staring deeply into
every reflective surface
pathologically narcissistic
i wish that i could withstand you
breaking my heart
'cause it's what i desereve
give me a dose of my
own bitter medication
hold me down and make sure i swallow
what if i can't do right by you?
i wish that i could be
someone worthy of you
but i'm a piece of shit
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6. |
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may
my body
break
as softly
as the tears
run down your face
conjure
demons made
of salt
a lack of serotonin
in my brain
my heart
is made of glass
ground down into sand
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